Introspection

40” H x 60” W, mixed media on canvas

Spray paint, acrylic, chalk, charcoal, textile, sewn-in yarn, cut canvas scraps

Introspection is a deeply layered mixed media work that explores inner landscapes—those often hidden, tangled, and rich with complexity. Created with spray paint, acrylic, chalk, charcoal, hand-sewn yarn, textiles, and torn canvas scraps, the piece carries both physical and emotional weight. Across its wide surface, two distinct yet interconnected visual worlds begin to emerge—mirroring the duality many neurodivergent individuals navigate between internal truth and external expectation.

This piece was created as a permanent installation for a facility in Florida, USA, supporting autistic teens. Its journey is profoundly personal: Introspection marks the first time I stepped fully and openly into my identity as an autistic artist. As a late-diagnosed autistic woman, this moment represents not just artistic expression, but emotional reclamation.

Growing up undiagnosed, I often felt lost in confusion, self-judgment, and the deep loneliness of being “different.” Creating this work for a space that now nurtures teens who may be walking similar paths felt like a full circle. That was me—years ago—navigating my world alone, not yet understanding that I was already whole. That I was, and am, a perfectly normal autistic person.

This piece holds that journey. And through it, I hope others feel seen.

A plaque beside the work reads:

“The depths of loneliness, never fitting in,

oddness in abundance, confusion equally met.

With a diagnosis; my quirkiness is named, finally validated.

I suddenly belong.

I am a perfectly normal autistic person.”